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i ran out of creative juice
and i can't find the right words to say what i feel;
but to sum up all my thoughts, i just wanna say that...

I love My Father sooooooo much.
I feel like a child, like a 2-year-old child, sitting on My Daddy's lap and telling Him that I love Him so much.

A WALK TO REMEMBER

No matter how many times I watch "A Walk to Remember", I always end up crying. It's the sweetest movie I've ever seen. It's the kind of love that I've been dreaming to experience; It's the kind of love that I want.

I remember watching it the first time and cried because the girl died and left the guy; I thought that was tragic. However, as my beliefs mature and the more I see and experience life and especially relationships, the more I get to reflect about the great love that the movie is projecting.

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres." - 1 Corinthians 13: 4-7

It's hard to find an unconditional love, a love that is so great that is always willing to put the happiness of others first. I wonder if God had planned for me to experience that kind of love or if He had planned to make me the giver. I know love should be a give and take thing; but the thought of being a part of an extraordinary love story excites me...or maybe I'm just saying that because I'm still high from the movie. lol

Anyhow, here are a few quotes that I've been keeping in mind and I hope that someday I can use these quotes to describe the kind of life I've lived.

"I don't think that we're meant to understand it all the time.

I think that sometimes we just have to have faith."

"To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent 

people and the affection of children; 

to earn the appreciation of honest critics and

endure the betrayal of false friends; 

to appreciate beauty; to find the best in others; 

to leave the world a little better place than we found it,

whether by a healthy child, 

a garden patch or a redeemed social condition; 

to know even one life breathed easier because you lived. 

This is to have succeeded."

"As I go through my day, I will be mindful
of how my actions affect others. 

The ripple effect of kindness moves swiftly. 

I will be like the stone thrown in the water that starts the movement."

i am a reflection of HIS love ❤

:)

She's not like that now. She knows better. She knows now that people lie , and promises can be broken as quick as they are made. She understands that she might never be loved, and too quickly good things fly in front of your eyes before you can reach out and grab them. She knows that you can’t change or help time, so every now and then it will just run out. There isn’t a place for everyone in the world, so if you’re standing alone for awhile, that’s why. Not everything in life comes easy, but when you work the hardest, that’s when it’s the best. You can’t always expect people to care, and even when your best friends stab you in the front, don’t think for one minute that they didn’t alreadyaim for your back. They missed for a reason. She has found out to soon, that in the end, you are your own best friend. Everyone will be broken at some point in their life and more often than not, its gonna hurt like hell. But you can’t stop it. You can’t change your fate. Some things are meant to be and all the pain you go through will end up resulting in something huge. You don’t know what it is and when it happens, it will hit you like a ton of bricks. At some point, when you have experienced everything you can, the words ‘Life’ and ‘Risk’ won’t mean anything to you anymore. But don’t try and change that. Stuff like that is meant to happen. Over time, certain things no longer have an affect on you. And that happens because that’s the way it supposed to be. But you’ll learn all that later in life when little things like a sunrise or a spring rain start to matter. But it might catch you off guard and happen sooner.

HAVING A FAMILY WITH A BAD ATTITUDE REALLY SUCKS!

it's kinda crappy to have a family with a bad attitude (father's side). i really hate my father's older sister. her children. ALL OF THEM! THEY'RE DEMONS! The house that we lived in right now is not their house, but they pretend that it's theirs by owning everything and making people believe that it's theirs. Damn these people! really did pissed me off.  *DILI MAKAON OG IRO ANG KINAIYA* , UGLY FACES PLUS UGLY ATTITUDES = DEMONS! ahhhh! dad won't even react on what i've said about them. blah blah blah. i didn't stop texting him right now about his demonic sister. i have the right on this house! but they took it away. i really hate them! their attitude, THEY'RE UGLY FACES! social climbers. ! >.< ahhh all i ever think about now is killing them! they don't deserve to live. >.<